"Happiness is a mood...

...Not a destination." - Julian on One Tree Hill

Feeling getter today. Not sure why I just am. Spent the day cuddling and playing with my little girl while watching movies on Netflix.

I've also been watching reruns of One Tree Hill on here and the quote that is my title just made me think. I need to just focus on right now, not what will happen later, not even an hour from now. Just right now. This moment, sitting here rocking my baby girl to sleep.

And once she's in bed, a nice hot relaxing shower

It feels good to be back :)

Until next time <3

Motivate me, I wanna get myself out of this bed

I am lacking serious motivation in life lately. I feel like I'm stuck in between a rock and a hard place. I don't feel like myself. I feel depressed. I feel...I feel...actually I think that's part of the problem. I DON'T feel, at least not lately. I feel numb to everything. And when I do feel I only feel angry or like crying. I just want to scream.

This week has been hell. Still haven't moved. So much fighting. Lost a friend...I just don't know anymore. UNT <3

This week has been hell. Still haven't moved. So much fighting. Lost a friend...I just don't know anymore. UNT <3

Sick. Tired. Unhappy. Still no computer. Still haven't moved. Hating life. Uuuuuggggghhhh. UNT <3

Stressville, USA. No computer. Musical. Moving. Baby. Ugh. I'm exhausted. Will update better when I can. UNT <3

Posting from phone because mom is on comp. Still haven't moved :( Seth sounds horribly depressed missing us. Hopefully this has been a wake up call. UNT <3